Steven,
I am extremely saddened by your passing. I also feel extremely guilty over some things that I never apologized for. I need to do that now so I can move on and focus on the positive. In high school, I said some mean things behind your back because you hung around me a lot. All you were looking for was a friend and I could have easily been that for you. I pushed you away because others would have thought it "uncool". It is something I thought was important, but it wasn't until after high school until I realized how trivial it was. I wrote you off without a seconds thought. I apologize. This last year you have been so kind to me. You've helped me through some dark and lonely times when I couldn't turn to any of my other friends. I should have returned the favor and I failed. I'm so sorry. You're the kindest and most pure person I have ever known. You didn't deserve this fate. You wanted to help people and you had only just begun. 
I don't know what happens after death, but I hope there's something. I don't want to think about never speaking or seeing you again. I hope now, I'll able to focus on the happy memories. Like the long talks, and the time I made you laugh so hard milk came out your nose. I have one favor to ask. If you're able, check in on me from time to time. You're always welcome here.
I'll miss you so much and I have nothing but absolute love for you.
<3 Fred  

The follwing is an exchange between myself (JediMonarch20) and a very very hateful man on YouTube named Jesus4mankind

To: Jesus4mankind
Rationality4mankind
1.) you're a jerk
2.) if you're this bitter when you're 54, I can imagine your family trying to euthanize you around age 70.
3.) you shouldn't complain about lack of prayer/religion in schools and then paragraphs later cite the first ammendment. It's commonly referred to as "seperation of church and state". 
4.) what do you have against "sodomites"? Not just homosexuals, but anyone who has ever had anal sex. What people do in their homes is none of your business.
5.) what gives you the right to judge others? The point of christianity is to live your life more Christ like. I don't recall Jesus ever damning anyone to hell. He defended prostitutes!!
6.) i give up. There's nothing I can say to change your mind and vice versa. Weve both heard it all by this point. I'm 23 and you're old and bitter. I guess I can take comfort in the fact that most of the world is like me, well... Most of the intelligent people in the world are like me. They believe in equal opprotunities for everyone. I will make sure to invite you to my gay wedding.
Just because I'm a gay sodomite doesn't mean I'm devoid of morals. I'm a very pleasant person. Just ask. I've never hurt anyone. I've opened my home to people who've been down on their luck on mulitple occasions. I donate to charities and volunteer in my free time. I WISH there were more people like me. Can you imagine what the world would be like if everyone were like hate mongering you?
Let. It. Go. You won't changes opinions or lives by telling everyone their going to hell. Clinging to religion because of you're fear for hell isn't religion. 
Good day!!

To: JediMonarch20
Re: Rationality4mankind
Dear young lost soul, I read your letter and realized you are morally adrift without a helm or an anchor. You are not you, you are everyone else. An aggregate of confused pop-thinking. You need to get right with the true God of the Holy Bible and be born again.

To: Jesus4mankind
Re: Re: Rationality4mankind
According to YOU!
Please, you would think someone somewhere would come up with a more original agrument.
Heard it! 
Also, I need to know your choice for the wedding reception. 
We have kosher chicken and beef or a vegeterian option


To: JediMonarch20
Re: Re: Re: Rationality4mankind
I will pass, I don't attend gay mock-marriages. Besides I heard too many bad complaints about hot dogs at gay-receptions always tasting like poop. By the way, um, are you the bride or groom?
Actually I hope you're not of the fag D-Generation. I hope you find a girl and have a nice life.

To: Jesus4mankind
Re: Re: Re: Re: Rationailty4mankind
Do you know a lot of people who attend gay weddings?
Did you really just say poop? Time to grow up and use your big boy words.
Dung, excrement, feces, caca, scat.
Since neither of us are women, we would both be grooms. Did I just blow your mind.
And most importantly, hot dogs at a gay wedding?! As if!
This isn't a barn dance. Gay weddings are very much unlike regular weddings because we don't hold them in white trashy rec centers and serve hot dogs with punch. 
You're letter made my day. So funny with the hotdog poop. Can't wait to show this at work.



   

I would have to say by far, my mom. She has been a constant source of support. Even when she hasnt agreed with all the decisions I've made in my life. Second, I would have to say my college professor Denise Weatherly-Green. She taught me to question everything and not take no for an answer. I mean, I used to be a straight, republican, redneck. Oh have the times have changed.

   

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